But I can’t seem to be fully satisfied with my choreography for my Unthinkable piece. Maybe it’s cuz the execution isn’t all there yet. I don’t know. I’ve made so many changes already, but every time I look at it, it just… Doesn’t satisfy.

The shoot date is Aug. 11. I don’t have time to start from scratch. And I definitely don’t wanna give up on this project. It means too much. But it’s because it means so much that I want it to be exactly what I envisioned. We have all of the details of the video planned and mapped out. The only thing now is the actual choreo. Choosing the right moves to properly express exactly what my emotions are. I feel like half of it does… But then the other half… I don’t know. It’s starting to really bother me, to the point where I’m having trouble focusing on anything else.

Maybe an outsider’s opinion would help.